agrilidon

I am finally realizing that I have led my life in a completely wrong direction. I don't mean my loves or my hates, my art or my opinions, or even my political views, I mean I have just lied to get by in my life. I lie. I lie a lot. I lie most often when I fear I will be looked down upon or judged as a failure. I don't like the feeling when I tell a lie. When I lie, it feels as if I stole something from a store. It is in plain sight, anyone could take the time to see through my lie, but because I am lost in the crowd, my lie goes on. There is only a few times in my life when I don't lie. I love you. I hate you. I was raised in a family